Friday 26 June 2020

Study life #update



Who would've thought that this semester I would attend my classes online. Literally from home. With the outbreak of the corona virus, I could see how the world is changing in any way. Lockdown. Social distancing. Work from home. Quarantine. Stay at home. 
For some people it may be a hell of a time but for some other it could mean paradise. Me? For this one introvert, Im totally seeing it as a heaven:) I really love and enjoy this whole stay at home stuff. Stay in my room 24/7 wearing socks and put my hoodie on. Embracing the cold weather of my hometown and eating my mom's breakfast menu everyday. 

What so weird about online classes is the fact that I could literally fall asleep during the lecture, zoom meeting. It would never occur in my life for once that I'd be enjoying my lecture this much, laying down on my bed during classes while reading the materials from the professor and make resume. That's pretty much what I enjoy the most about online class. I dont deny that the workload is undeniably overload hahah but I really enjoy doing it. Also with the online classes I dont have to do a presentation in front of people hehe. Im not that good in public speech but Im willing to learn even tho i have to keep aside my shyness but this moment im taking it for granted, a whole semester without a presentation nor speak in front of the class hehe.
I dont think I have done my very best but I kinda satisfied of how I could cope with the flow and the workload. This, actually me trying to appreciate my effort and work hehe:)

Anyway, Today is my last day of mid term exam, first time doing exam online haha and how was it? Well the most interesting part is the paper assignments, I have always loved the idea of writing stuff including paper haha i mean I know that's kinda depressing sometimes but it does trigger my braincells to think and force my fingers to write whatever it is that pop up in my head. I dont think that I would get a paper assignment when I do classes offline, instead it would always be get in to a class and do the exam for like 2 hours and then you go back to your dorm. Stress out and complain about hundred pages of ppt slide that you have to understand for the next day. With the online classes, the open-book method is kinda help to lessen my worries. I mean I dont have to memorize all those slides but I just need to understand the concept and the big picture. 
I spent weeks, learning and studying; slept at 3am yet I really enjoy every second of it. Alhamdulillah. Well, Im not that straight A's student. I don't study 24/7 for college stuff and wallow in unnecessary stress over a piece of paper but I have always found happiness and pleasure while learning, discovering new things, and seeking knowledge. Because I know I lack in so many things and I need to fix it or at least Im trying to.

At the moment I have 3 days worth of holiday after midterm exam and Im gonna take it as a bless and take a break from the college-related stuff. Im planning on painting, writing (hopefully I could also write stuff here for the next 3 days in a row), and reading my books *also fyi I've ordered some books haha cuz Im running out of it:) hope it arrives soon, so I could indulge myself into my comfort zone reading books in peace. 

Good luck for everyone who's doing classes online, we are in this together.

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