sad night-rain

When a night falls on my head

And the sky become darker

Feeling sad because the wall is gone

when the stars come out to play

That's when Im crying

I saw myself jump out of the cliff

Watching how much I lost

I tried to sleep under fear

with only my right-hand as my pillow

And the dark sky as my sheet

I kept telling myself and my mind it is okay

We are not that lose

We can build (again) the wall

As the rain washed away my tears

that cold June night

I stop crying

Yet I still think about the gone wall

I keep telling my self (again)

It'll be ok (eventually)

Ok then I said to my self

I promise I'll build that wall

And turn on the light

Very soon

Morning chit chat between a dad and his daughter

Background and location: On one shining morning in the edge of a town, not so far away from the market, a girl sat down in the kitchen with her dad while her mum still busy cooking and prepare breakfast. Dad was enjoying his coffee. His daughter sat on his lap anyway. Daughter drank a cup of tea (sweet tea; for detail). 

"Dad may I ask you something?" She said as she drank her tea

Then her dad answer; "ask away my sweetie, ask away."

"What is 'real world', dad? Is it different from mine? Why do I don't know if there's an other world out there, maybe? Is it nice to live in real world, dad? Does other people know it already, dad, or is it just me who have no idea about the real world?"

"Oh sweetie, such a hard question to answer." Her dad said

"So neither of us know about the real world? i guess." The little girl (about 7 years old) said as she approach her mum that handed her a full plate of toast. 

"Well, my dear. Real world is just same as our, dear, the earth. It's always nice regardless where we live or who we are, as long as we can enjoy our life, no matter where we live, we could always be happy as well. Listen, sweetie, sometimes things are hard and far away from our expectation and sometimes thing disapoint us. That's life, my dear. Maybe you can relate it when you are older or above 17 I guess, but it's okay to learn about life earlier *smile*. There will come a moment when you feel sad, fail, afraid, fall, and many more things that lead us to giving up in any way. The key is always find a new hope and dream, sweetie, never ever giving up! no matter how hard your life is. Indeed, life is hard basically. But we have to face it, struggle, keep trying, and one more thing, live your life and be grateful." Her dad said

"My dear, people has their own challenge. So, if you have difficulties on your way, don't worry, there's people who might facing harder challenge. Good luck honey!" Her dad said

P.S not so interesting post I guess:(