hi! it's been a long day since my last post back then when I was on my short vacay in Jakarta. Okay today Im going to write story of my boredom during my last 3 months of having nothing to do lmao (I mean school and stuff) oh man... I really am miss high school so much (do you guys think I should write more post about high school story?) well a week ago I just applied to join MUN (Model United Nation) due to my have-nothing-to-do routine. So I was about applying MUN. and I got my result on September 18th, well actually I supposed to receive email of announcement on September 15th, they said they have to delay the announcement because there were so many people who applied. Here is my result
Im happy at the beginning but apparently it costs 400 usd hahahaha:( okay, that's not the point, here is my point. Im happy because somehow join an International conference and gather with youth all around the world is my dream since I was a kid. I think it will be my very first experience to join MUN ofc after I paid the fee haha. anyway those conference will be held on November 2017 in Malaysia. InshaaAllah. and how it's feel for being accepted after going through my time when I got slots of rejected for things that I applied? well I almost forget how's the feeling of being accepted before this one. as you know, I made lot of failure this year and I sometimes keep blaming my self for failure that I have made. as I remembered the day when I almost reach my lowest point of life, hopelessness, depressed, and desperateness. there's always a way to finish it.
at this moment Im grateful and will be forever grateful for anything that I have. I glad to have friends who always stand by my side and support me as well through my up and down. thank you guys!
those word "congratulation" mean a lot for me just now, because it seems long ago I received such a nice announcement of event that I applied. hmm actually I applied another International conference last august, and guess what my result is?! obviously I failed:)
hahaha indeed I got slots of failure, none is capable of avoiding failure and mistake and so do I.