That dusky October Night

There's this space that i can't occupy, 

maybe I can but I just don't want to, I guess. 

I hestitant but I almost do. 

Later I remind myself to wait till the end of October.
Everything seems do not work out, 

I quit, I take a step back, 

get my self a space that I need. 

I remember not to get carried away, 

I promise I will take a stand. 

It's not too late, I presume. No it is not.

Let there be the space between you and me. 

Let the wind blow it away. 

Let the dream of that October night dance with me. 

I want to see the ocean tides from above the hill. 

I'd climb the peak of that cliff, 

seeing all the beauty of the blue ocean.

Sing me a song of melancholic rythm.

The day of november 1st has come, 

I hope you good with yourself. 

Wishing a heavy rainfall to greet me 

and washing me with joy. 

Stand by my side for I need you, 

hold my hands so tight, do not let go of me. 

I hope you ever listen to me 

or maybe just look at me in the eyes. 

I carry so much love within me, 

maybe I forgot to give some to myself. 

Fly me to the moon 

and remind me to go back home. 

Teach me how to breath on space, 

for I know I can't. 

Tell me stories about me, 

send me letters of your messy handwriting.
Draw me potrait of cities
with different point of view,
so I could see the the truth beneath.
That's my wish.

Desclaimer: the idea of writing this kinda romance poem is just out of nowhere haha anyway Im wishing u a joyful November, may ur day always full of love and accompanied by ur loved ones:) cheers!