July

Behind all the busyness and the workload of July's classes, there lay a persistent night story that I wanted to last forever. Something that kept me awake till 2 am or even 3 am in the morning. It was the call of July's wind from across the island. July's been good to me, so far it's my favorite, i mean I dont know what's gonna happen in august but yeah hope it's gonna be good as well. 

All those sweet and good memories in July is well stored in my journal. I like to write down stuff that Ive been doing all day and make list for tomorrow's schedule to make sure I dont lose my track haha. Also it's good to stumble upon that nostalgic feeling when I read my journal once in a while. I know something's gonna change soon or later, I could feel it. People change, time flies, well yea people come and go:) that's life. No matter how hard you hold on that string, if they dont share the same amount of force, it's better to let go. There's no point on holding on something that doesnt want to be hold.

I know this not-so-fairy tale wouldn't last forever even if I want it to be. 

I have so much stories this whole month, giving a birthday surprize to a friend, endless assignments,  studying with a friend on the phone till late at night and often end up talking till 2 am in the morning discussing about nonsense stuff and laughing over our own stupidity. Well yea that's some stuff that keep me sane these kinda days, i mean it's been good having a friend to talk to, to share some creepy stories from the past with, and for a companion when you wanna watch horror movie but ure scared, well yea u can just call ur friend and ask them to keep talking on the phone so u wouldnt feel alone.  

I like how people keep sliding on my notif bar asking whether Im awake yet during morning class and how my friends keep calling me on the phone when I havent showed up yet in class. I believe people are all good at heart. 

July means we've survived this far haha 6/12, a half of a journey in a year. Time flies, and how could I still take so many things for granted:( There's something to be said about taking time and swallowing every single moments it serves. To notice the intricacies of feelings. Sometimes the world we are living makes us ignore the tiny lil thing that stop by, instead we end up just existing without living the moment. 

How July has come to an end is a proof that time's fleeing. July's been good to me and too good to leave:( 

Anyway, Eid Mubarak!! Selamat nyate bersama keluarga:)