Look at the Sky

On the roof of the gazebo in my back yard

I clutch my legs, both my eyes look beyond that wild sky

I hold my tears but I can't

I look up above i cry, i see constellations of hope and wish

I look down i cry, i see soil of abandon dreams

Praise to be Allah, Lord of the worlds

Im sad then I cry

Im glad then I cry

O Lord thou are the greatest

Built a sky full of stars

Without a wound nor a scar

O Lord I look at the sky above me

You have built it without rifts

O Lord I look down the earth

It looks plain with the grain

With mountains and beautiful kinds

Look at the sky

I know it won't cure the cry

but it does give me insight of hereafter

and reminder 'bout day of judgement

3 am Thought

Hello guys! How's life? I hope u are good and still live ur dreams:) yes it's been a while since the last time I post something here. Well, maybe I just needed some time to figure something out and contemplated life. I guess life is more complicated than  I thought it'd be haha. But again, life always brings us surprise, sometimes it's pretty beautiful and in other time, it's pretty painful:)

Each day, each week, each month, each year I tryna figure out what life really means. But still, Im clueless about life. As I grow up and being maturer, I think life is maybe like a maze. Once we choose which path we'd take, one second later we should ready for the risk. Good or bad. Either being trapped, stuck, or find the way out. In a maze without knowing the pattern, not much supplies, not much knowledge, and very little guidance, the only thing that would keep us going is hope.

Maybe we are all just a maze runner who runs out of time, chasing our way out to live the little life that we want. When I couldn't sleep in the night, I kept my eyes wide open, staring at the white ceiling above my bed. Thinking. About everything. Maybe I think too much or maybe I worried so much.

Each page of the books that I've read and every movie that I've watched, those all has told me something. No suffer last forever.